Valentine’s day is when the thought
of killing myself popped up
while riding back home

Valentine’s day is when I imagine
I have a small lovely family
beautiful loving wife and two kids

Valentine’s day is when I decided
to write a note to my wife and kids
saying I am sorry for leaving

Valentine’s day is when I buy a car
just to park it somewhere quiet
in the middle of the night
so I can sleep in it
after burning a small pot of charcoals

Valentine’s day is when yearning and longing
for people in my life to call
but the silent is so loud
it make me want to rip my ears off

Valentine’s day is the day when I will leave

Happy valentine’s day, doc!