It is Sol-1265. Now everything is different from the last time you saw me. I am standing somewhere in a far far away island. Hell, I am at another world right now.

Today is just like one of those days, when I wander around the sea of memories. Fragments that ties all my life – my previous life when I’m standing right beside you. Place where all my happy, sad, and every moment happens, before I decided to go 225 million kilometers from you. I bet everything, all my life – even my soul on this journey. Six months roaming across vast void space. I always feel amazed and scared at the same time when I think the fact that there’s literally nothing and how empty it was out there. No sunshine, no sea wind, no bird chirps, no life, no nothing.

I never thought I would get away from this very beautiful place. A place which I can feel life is everywhere. The river, the forest, the deep blue ocean. Everything is full of life. You gave birth to a beautiful life, and make everything live in harmony. A place I can feel peace and joy and happy and safe.

It is a safe heaven.
YOU are a safe heaven.

Tonight, I look up at the sky trying to find you – the blue-green planet that in the past I ever called it home among millions of celestial things scattered in this very vast universe. A distant sun rises over this reddened lands. Lights up every inch of this red planet. The craters, the slopes, the red dirt, our settlement stations, our rockets. Every day is a battle against the planet.

This place is a battlefield. One hell of a place I call it home, for now.

Today is just like one of those days, when I reminiscing all the good memories when we were together. There is always a desire to go back, leaving all the madness in this red lands behind. Until that day comes, I will finish all my works and make sure the rocket is in good shape.

Until that day comes.

p.s. Congraduation!